Church of the Holy Sepulchre, from the rooftops of the Old City. I went back up to the roof-tops on Thursday night. It was still stunning. |
What does it mean to be fighting the good fight?
For about a month now, I have been interning at the
Interfaith Center for Sustainable Development. It is an amazing organization
doing the kind of work that I feel good doing in a place that truly needs it. ICSD
believes that the core of the environmental crises is spiritual. That we, as
human beings, have lost a spiritual connection to the earth. This is a good approach.
It is a path that runs along-side my own.
I might spend too much time in back alleys of the Old City...Nope, no such thing. |
This is a place where I can stretch my wings. Where my thoughts
and ideas are not seen as at odds with the organization.
Dome of the Rock from the roof-tops. |
I have had many moments in the past few years in which I
have been unsure about the path I am on professionally and even more unsure
about the people I feel forced to work with. Consulting is not easy work;
starting my own firm is crazy; Intentional communities have no money to spend.
But this job is helping me put it into perspective. I am seeing my talents in a
way I have never experienced them before. I am, possibly for the first time, seeing
myself as an important part of a team. I am not just a job description, nor am
I a cog in a machine, I am a project manager.
Rosemary in the park on Shabbat. Yes, all those purple flowers are rosemary bushes. |
In this job, I am responsible for the “Green Seminaries
Project” in its current incarnation. Currently, the project is a study and
report of faith-based environmental education at schools for religious leaders
in North America. The study encompasses almost 100 schools rating them based on
their environmental education with the intention of eventually improving
environmental education at schools throughout North America.
Other than my Senior Plan at Marlboro, it is the most
fulfilling non-spiritual work I have ever done. (In the realm of spiritual work
I am including cooking for feasts, singing, dancing, and almost all my fiber
arts work.)
But this job is not sustainable for me. Foremost, I will not
be in this internship for more than other week and a half, there is another month of the
program after my internship is over. Then I will go back to the states. 5,000
miles away from this amazing organization.
Johanna, the friend I am traveling to the North with, looking into an archway on the roof-tops. Why this archway is up there, I could not tell you. |
I will return to my home, to the life I feel connected to,
with the memory and knowledge that there is a place for me in the world of
sustainability. I am reassured that I am on the right path, professionally. I
will find the communities that need me, and I will find the ways to assess and help
them.
Spring time in Jerusalem, the Judas Trees are in bloom |
Of course, for the time being, I will find a job, probably
in Boston, that gives me a regular pay check while letting me go to Grad School
and travel to Vermont for my monthly rituals. For the time being, I will think
about insurance and Orthodox neighborhoods and college loans. For the time
being, I am a stranger in a strange land, and that is ok.
Sculpture in the Mamilla Mall |
This coming weekend, I am visiting Cousin Gila again, after
that I will take a trip to visit pagan sites in Northern Israel. Spring is here
in Israel, and it will soon be in New England as well. I will return home and
find out what it feels like to have nine months without winter.
But I now know, I am fighting the good fight. And I am not
alone.
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